man. i have been working on this paper for native american history for like 2 hours tonight. and a few hours last night. and last week. and im STILL not done. it's only three pages!! haha i have extreme writer's block. it's not even hard. i mostly don't want to do it. so i will take a break for elowel.

it's pretty much friday. which kicks ass. after this stupid paper, i don't have much to worry about til my indigenous ppls test next week. and lizzy has NOTHING (haha) so that means more fun for me :-D

life got exciting for about a day, but then the novelty wore off. and i'm back to bored. fall break will be just what i need. i need to see lemon and i need to tumble. i also need to see my kiddies from work. they will boost my spirits.

i decided today that i really miss summer, a lot. i know work stressed me at the time, but it was nice to have that as my only responsibility. work didn't carry over into the rest of my life like homework and studying does. i hate feeling so tied down to school. haha, i know there's no other option really but i can whine, can't i? i miss tumbling and ballet and i miss driving my car. i miss the hotness and i miss swimming with lizzy at the lake. i miss going out of town every weekend. i miss caffeine dreams. i miss shopping and swimming with lemon. i miss the drama-free life. and i miss mimi nae. le sigh.

i really and truly enjoy my circle of friends but sometimes i wish i wasn't so absorbed with them. i think it would be healthy for me to branch out and meet new people, but i'm so accustomed to the boys that new situations like that make me a bit nervous. that and i'm picky. even with friends. i dont know. i need something new in my life but im too afraid to go out and find it.

ah well, i suppose i better finish so i can play some dr. mario.