whew, today was not a good day for me. it was just one of those days where you just can't force yourself to be happy and talkative. i don't know if it was because i didn't get even close to enough sleep last night or if aunt flo is on her way (haha lemon, that always reminds me of you.. how neat) or what. i just really didn't want to do anything at all. it's hard for me to have days like this because i don't generally like to show my discontentment. no one likes to be around ppl like that. but i just couldn't hide it today. i was feeling on the verge of tears all day, not a good feeling. i am just pretty much tired of everything. i think physics is the cause of all this. ugh, i just hate it. there isn't one thing about it i like or understand. i can't see where in life i will use it and that alone makes it 100 times harder to me. two years of college and i still feel like i've not taken a class that will actually be useful in the physical therapy world. bah. whatev. i actually enjoy all my other classes a lot, i hate that one class is weighing this heavily on me.

school's not the only problem. there's other personal ones that i'm going to make a priority to fix.

le sigh. i hate days like this. to be fair, it ended well. it was good for me to leave the room and go to love tonight. sorry if i was bitchy to anyone, it wasn't my intent. it was just one of those days.