i went to a pow wow on friday, it was absolutely amazing. native american culture intrigues me so much. what a shame it's dying out.

i guess that's about all that's on my mind....

oh elowel, how i missed you. i finally gave in and dl-ed firefox. just for this.

soooo... summer. almost over, which sucks. it was crazy busy, which is pretty much the way i love it. only.. three? weekends left. or something.

life is pretty good right about meow. i've stopped caring at work, which means i am enjoying it more. my lizzy works there now, which is tres magnifique. now we can talk about the kiddies all day long. i got to see almost all the lincoln boys (and steph) last weekend, which actually lifted my spirits. all the alone time is nice here in omaha, but i'm ready to be around a lot of people my age.

something seems to be developing in other aspects of my life, which i am quite pleased about. don't wanna get my hopes up but... time will tell, i suppose :o)

tried to give blood today but my iron was way too low. guess i gotta work on that. it really is quite dissapointing. now i know how lizz feels.

welll time to sleep.

yowza, i'm posting....

so i've been travelling like carazy these days. lincoln was very awesome. driving with lizz and seeing stephy poo, gertrude, and my bf made me quite happy. i saw matt and sam last sunday. saw cody twice last week. so basically i've seen just about everyone i love lately. i'll see my brother in a week and hopefully ben, eric, and mikey will be in omaha for chonor's park debut. oui oui, life is good.

i'm in arizona right now, having the time of my life.... not. the person closest to my age is about 50. but it's ok. could be worse i guess. i'm staying with my mom's cousin (whom i just met) in what my uncle calls a hippie commune. so basically it's like a common house for anyone in the neighborhood to use whenever they want. great. so i'm a little freaked out that someone will want to use the space while i'm sleeping or showering or whatever. ah well, a new experience.

i've been evaluating some friendships lately. i'm not pleased about it, but i think my tests are showing me what i need to see. it's hard to give up on someone, but just as i was ready to throw in the towel they won me back... sort of. so who knows. stayin strong, lizz is coaching me. haha so cryptic...

my brother's baby is coming REAL soon, so that's cool. i start work on tuesday, which i am stoked for. money! and children! haha... hope it doesn't suck. kolache days is coming up here in june, that should be fun. hey lizzy-- my dad might be coming :o( booooo. good thing about that tho, he likes to drive and he'll give us money for things haha. and do you want to do the fun run/walk? oh and tonight at supper my uncle ordered pinot noire (... de jamaica?). hahaha, just had to get that out before i forgot :o)

ummmm my life is boring, that's all i got. the end.

le sigh. it is spring :o) the end of the year is so close it's scary. i personally am quite excited for summer. i'm ready to get back to a meaningful job where i make decent money, i'm ready to lay out in the sun for hours, i'm ready to sit on my porch reading at night, and i'm ready to see lemon whenever the hell i want. but most of all, i'm ready to be done with physics... assuming i pass, that is. it will be rough to leave behind basically all of my friends, but that's what the internet is for. not to mention reunions. good thing my delightful roomate lives in the same city as me :o)

side note: my roomate is charming, beautiful, and delicious. she lets me use her puter when elowel is STUPID on macs. and she talks to me even though i'm ignoring her. most of all she is really good at studying for chemistry. but also really bad at studying for chemistry.

back to ME now. let's seeeee... well tomorrow is the one year anniversary of meeting the boys. what a year it has been. it still boggles my mind how fast we all clicked. and a year really isn't that much, but the fact that we are all eachother's best friends (for the most part) still is pretty neat. not gonna lie, i'm pretty much sick of all the drama that's developed. sometimes i feel like i'm back in high school. ah well, maybe someday it will all get resolved.

today was good. cody skipped his first class so we got to sleep in, i enjoy waking up with him :o) thanks to having only one class that is in the afternoon, i took a leisurely shower and went to lunch. those boys sure make me laugh, i like thursday lunch. we learned about the lakota tribe in anth today, it was pretty interesting. i took a nap in love until supper, which was CZECH FOOD NIGHT! the food was pretty good, the polka group was even better :o) i got to talk to ben and kristin today on the way back to abel and then i watched lost! goood show. lizz came back and was hyperactive, so that's been pretty entertaining. now mikey's here telling helen keller jokes, haha.

i felt like i had a lot to say, but i don't really remember it now. or i don't feel like saying it. sooooo... the end.

holy crap i'm posting! i can't log onto elowel anymore on my puter, it won't let me! WHAT'S THE DEAL?!?

i ran out of time to post. in short, i hate physics, love summer, and i can't wait for easter.

the end.

holla! i can't log in on my puter (mac problems?) so i took an elowel vacation.

and now i am on a REAL vacation in chicago with lemony snickett. it rocks a lot, i don't want to go to school. boooo physics.

we have shopped, we were sorta prodcutive. i've gotten nothing i aimed to get but i love my purchases all the same. mmmm beatles.

ok now i am going to stop so lemon and i can have LOADS OF FUN.

kbye.

p.s. matthew middle name olson, if you are reading this: my phone works so expect a call. and also that means you should call me if you're bored. i will answer. and if anyone else wants to call please do, i feel quite unpopular as lemon has received approximately nine thousand calls and texts while we've been here. KBYE.

my dogs are barking.

god, today is so awesome. im going to tell you why.

waking up was rough today, but lizz and i stayed up late chatting and stuff so it was ok. we got ready amazingly fast, yet were still running behind, yet still got to class a little early. it was weird. physics was tolerable. our theatre class was cancelled so lizz and i got oatmeal and cappucino (SP??) in selleck, it was lovely :o) then we got our hott free t-shirts and headed to stats. it went really fast and was entertaining. lunch was sooo relaxing and enjoyable, we mostly talked about childhood injuries and teeth. lizz went to class and i headed back to love. i watched an episode of venture brothers with sam before heading back to abel for a nap. which i havent taken. i dont feel like it now. the weather is GORGEOUS. phenomenal. i am having an awesome hair day and i love my outfit. its the last day of my period. lemon is coming in like FOUR HOURS!! we're going to kevin's tonight, it will be nice to get out of the dorms. im skipping workout videos today, but i fully intend to do buns and abs tomorrow. I WILL DO IT. tomorrow i would like to go to target and super saver. sunday is the gymnastics meet, which thrills me to no end. i love that the boys (yes, this includes you steph and lizz) seem interested in going to the meets. gymnastics is my one true love and i like sharing it. in a few minutes or so steph is coming up here so i can hug her. i saw jakob dylan. and some gymnasts. really, could my day be any better? le sigh.

whew, today was not a good day for me. it was just one of those days where you just can't force yourself to be happy and talkative. i don't know if it was because i didn't get even close to enough sleep last night or if aunt flo is on her way (haha lemon, that always reminds me of you.. how neat) or what. i just really didn't want to do anything at all. it's hard for me to have days like this because i don't generally like to show my discontentment. no one likes to be around ppl like that. but i just couldn't hide it today. i was feeling on the verge of tears all day, not a good feeling. i am just pretty much tired of everything. i think physics is the cause of all this. ugh, i just hate it. there isn't one thing about it i like or understand. i can't see where in life i will use it and that alone makes it 100 times harder to me. two years of college and i still feel like i've not taken a class that will actually be useful in the physical therapy world. bah. whatev. i actually enjoy all my other classes a lot, i hate that one class is weighing this heavily on me.

school's not the only problem. there's other personal ones that i'm going to make a priority to fix.

le sigh. i hate days like this. to be fair, it ended well. it was good for me to leave the room and go to love tonight. sorry if i was bitchy to anyone, it wasn't my intent. it was just one of those days.

omg, i'm so excited. i'm going to chicago with lemon for spring break :-D times a thousand!! i can't stop thinking about it and how fun it's gonna be..... woot!

i did something exciting today, but it's a secret.

i had lunch with an old friend today, it was really weird... she's the same it seems, i wonder what she thought of me. either way, it was actually pretty neat. maybe we'll do it again.

i don't know what to do... the boys and lizz are playing halo, steph is working, and i dont know where cody is. i was gonna do some physics but... i dunno, i dont feel like it. maybe i will watch a movie. or read. or whatever. kbye.